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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
法被 (ハッピ)
i wrote this jap passage for a newsletter for a jap volunteer class that i go to. i would think there are still some errors in it... but, anyways, just post here as well lah.
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「法被を着るとハッピー」と言うものだ。
楽団の日本人の友達によると、そうと聞きました。
日本に来て初めは、友達はあまりいないので、ちょっと寂しかったです。日本語は下手なばかりに、日本人と簡単な会話さえできませんでした。中学生からずっと楽団に入っていたので、日本で参加しないでいるのは、ちょっと残念でした。
日本で、楽団に参加して以来、たくさん友達を作ったなどのみならず、様々な特別な経験も積みました。例えば、10月の磯子祭りの文化祭において、法被を着て演奏しました。とても楽しかったです。
楽団の友達とか、ボランティアクラスの皆さんとか、日本人の友達を通じて、日本人の親切や情熱をいっぱい感じられます。
日本にいることは、とてもハッピーなものです。法被を着たことからばかりでなく。
磯子祭り
美味しそうな食べ物いっぱい売っていた
私は法被を着ていた
クラリネットの皆さん
Update:
did a rough translation for the passage above since some friends asked ;) for your sake leh... hehe...
"whenever you wear a Happi (japanese festival clothes), you will be happy"
i heard this from my japanese band friends.
when i first came to japan, i was a little lonely because there werent many friends here. because my japanese wasnt up to mark, i couldnt even carry out simple conversations with japanese people. i also felt a bit ill-at-ease when i wasnt playing in any band (been playing since my secondary school days).
in japan, since i joined the band, not only did i make more friends, i also experienced various special things. one example was during the Isogo festival, when i performed with the band while wearing the Happi. it was really enjoyable.
through japanese friends such as those from the band and the volunteer class, i can greatly feel the warmth and passion of the japanese people.
very happy that i am in japan. and it's not only because i wore a Happi.
posted by winz at 9:33 AM
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
mock test 1
the 1998 full results are out....
paper 1 - vocab : 67/90 (74.44/100)
paper 2 - listening : 13/31 (41.94/100)
paper 3 - grammar : 95/171 (111.11/200)
total : 227/400 FAIL
yup... failed... by 13 pts...
let's see... i can pass if i:
1. get 12 more raw points in either my paper 1 or paper 3; or
2. get 5 more correct in my paper 2...
sigh... seriously... the first time i tried the listening, the 2002 one, i scored a 71%, if replacing this score, i would have passed... but the 1998 one, really killer... dunno what they talking half of the time.... jialat.... if the real test is like this, i think kinda hard to pass liao...
wish me luck guys....
posted by winz at 9:27 AM
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Monday, November 28, 2005
notice of absence
to prepare for the upcoming JLPT on Dec 4th (this sunday)... i will be away for the whole week... i think. hehe...
unless i get too bored or too frustrated, i think i will be taking time off blogging during this period...
do forgive me, and come back again next week!
also well wishes and prayers are welcome and i thank you for them in advance... ;)
頑張ります！
posted by winz at 12:51 PM
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
difficult...
when you watch a movie, is it better to have high expectations of it when you watch it, or have low/no expectations?
for me, and i would believe for many others too, having low/no expectations before you watch a movie is better, cos more often than not, an okay movie would turn out disappointing if you have too high expectations of it. and i will enjoy an okay movie more if i have low/no expectations of it.
recently in the bar, there's this thread where some ppl were organising a trip to watch SAW2, and were getting pretty excited over it. i thought that i would try to help by posting that SAW2 "wasnt very good" and told them "dun keep your expectations too high". sure, i may be throwing a wet blanket, but i was just trying to help reduce the damage.
in actual fact, SAW2 wasnt just "wasnt very good". it sucked. and having no expectations may not help at all. so u see, i actually softened what i wanna say... so as to not douse their flames too much. if i could, i would have told them not to watch the movie at all.
and the next post was from someone, whom i communicate with more than most others, blasting me for posting such a negative post.
negative, yes it was, but i was just trying to help.
sigh. difficult... probably should shut myself up in the bar more liao.
posted by winz at 4:47 PM
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JLPT
as some of you may know, me gonna take JLPT 2 in 10 days time...
and as many of you may know, me currently is only JLPT 3 standard....
and as some of you may know, the leap from JLPT 3 to 2 is a very huge one....
and as many of you may know, me very lazy one...
and if some of you add 2 and 2 together, you will realise that chances of me passing is close to zilch.
just did the past year paper (2002 one) during the past nites... and the results, of course, werent encouraging.... in fact, after every question, it got more and more depressing... sigh...
initially, i was most apprehensive about the listening paper... cos i was scared that the people in the recording talk too fast, with too many high level language... but amazingly, that was the paper in which i (and cal) scored best in.... got about 71%.
although i havent finished studying the grammar as well as the vocab (ie. havent finished studying anything), did try the other papers too...
the vocab one, i scored about 68%, thanks to the kanji, ie. the chinese characters, which allowed me to guess the meaning as well as the pronunciation since i am somewhat proficient in chinese. so i didnt think that i was good in japanese at all, even though i manage to score enough to pass this... and of course, for those parts in which there werent any kanjis, i got almost everything wrong... sigh...
the grammar one, i didnt really finish, as i didnt really get down to reading the long comprehension passages. one thing for sure, 70 minutes for such a long paper (because of the numerous long passages for comprehension) will definitely be insufficient. and again, i depended on my chinese knowledge to guess the meanings (this time i dun even need to know the pronunciation cos its not tested in this paper) so that i can read faster. but still... not fast enough. and the grammar portion was tough. i did the grammar portion and scored 44/72, which was a 61%, but a lot of these were guessworks. and not counting the 105 pts undone, which were all the comprehension questions. and these were real tough as well...
it would seem that i may have passed the 60% passing requirement when you add all up... but a lot of those marks i earned were by luck (since MCQ), and the comprehension passages were really tough (and i didnt count them in). to pass this paper that i'd tried, i need at least 50 pts (10 correct answers) from my comprehension, out of the 105 pts available (21 qns). and this is really a tall feat... really.
and yesterday, i tried more grammar questions on some other mock papers that cal has... and was dismayed to find that i did much worse on that one than the one i tried earlier... ie. worse pts, hence passing seemingly more difficult...
calvin, on the other hand, scored better in both listening and vocab, and so could afford more mistakes in grammar. i didnt really know how his grammar was, since he didnt really do/guess the answers when we attempted the mock paper together... but anyways, i really think he got a higher chance of passing.
initially i signed up for this, so that i could have an external force motivating me to study japanese, so as to improve... but it seems that the way i am studying and doing the papers, it kinda defeats the purpose of studying japanese in the first place... i should be using the knowledge i gain to aid in better conversational skills, but now, i am only depending on luck and chinese to read and understand japanese, and not really building upon the conversational part.
sigh... really sucks... but already parted with so much money, so have to at least pass or something so that the money dont go to waste right?
gotta pray and study hard.... 10 days... clock is ticking....
posted by winz at 3:09 PM
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
School Pageants
Miss Keio University
above is the pic of the newly crowned Miss Keio University (pic courtesy of MDN). Keio, as we know, is one of the best universities in Japan, so this gal got brains as well as beauty man.
anyways, here's another finalist whom i think is kinda cute too.
Finalist
and just discovered a page in MDN japanese site, where they have photo albums of lots of other university pageants as well... so if you wanna checkout other beauties from other schools, do visit here.
posted by winz at 10:32 AM
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Monday, November 21, 2005
wtf
Hi Chee Keong,
he is a bit special as his a/c is in OCBC and I couldn’t find one last few days during our lunch trips.
Have managed to deposit the cheque yesterday at Tampines branch so It should be credited today.
WTF??!?!?!
i asked CK to mail the HR of my singapore office today for my 1-month overdue pay, and this is the reply that i got...
besides the apalling standard of email ettiquette and english, standard qualities i would expect a HR Manager to have, the reply pretty sums up one thing.
payroll is something so insignificant to the HR Manager, so much so that she relegated such a task to be done during lunchtimes, and, that being said, still didnt really bother to get it done.
shows how much value she sees in the "human resource" in the literal sense...
a HR Manager with poor HR handling skills.
just great.
Update:
here's my sister's comments after she read this...
well now you know HR actually is nothing but a hindrance block in most companies...
sad but true...
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my dream job...
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live up to your bet!
i can still remember a certain SN said that if he lost a game of cards, he would take off his pants and run around naked... he didnt live up to it.
well this guy made a worse bet, and he really did pay it up... he told his fren that if wales beat england in a rugby match, he would cut his balls off.
"After the match I got up for a pee and saw the cutters in the bathroom.
"I thought 'Oh no, I haven't got to do anything like that have I' and then I thought 'You can do it'.
"So I started hacking away at my tackle.
"It took about 10 minutes and there was quite a bit of pain but I just kept going.
"The cutters were blunt so I had to keep snipping."
After picking his testicles from the toilet bowl, he went to the social club.
"I went in and shouted out 'I've done it!'," Mr Huish said.
"I took my b*lls out and passed them in the bag to a friend.
madness.
he still cant explain why he actually did that... does he want to father any children next time??
"I can't have kids now but still want a family - maybe I'll adopt."
well... heh.
can't believe it.
for now, me still waiting for SN to run around butt naked... then maybe a certain okama will be happy to see him so... heh.
link (via boing boing)
posted by winz at 10:24 AM
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Don't Buy the Xbox 360
not words from my mouth... but words of Maxine Shen, a reporter/reviewer from nypost.com...
initial reviews haven't been outstanding either... can read them here....
maybe ps3 can draw some smiles next time?
posted by winz at 10:19 AM
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Friday, November 18, 2005
xbox360? ps3?
in my previous post, i've mentioned that i was torn between the xbox360 and the ps3... and today, there's news that kojima (MGS founder) said that xbox360 has enough juice in them to play the great videos that ps3 can... i.e. in terms of power, they may be equals...
link (via kotaku)
japanese have been wildly loyal to the sony lineup so far... but with their homebrewed games taking sides with microsoft (or for many, releasing multi-platformed), it is quite hard to see how japanese will choose between the 2. that being said, i feel that japanese aren't really very keen on the xbox360.
when i visited the big yodobashi at akihabara, in the games corner, which is about the size of 2 normal classrooms, most of everything is filled with playstation games, consoles, and nintendo ones... the xbox360? it was just occupying a desk space at a far corner, and no japanese was near it.
let me then compare the xbox360 and ps3 by my own standards....
games support:
ps2 used to hold the upper hand here, as most great games are made by japanese, for the japanese machine.
however, microsoft did well this time by pulling in many of the great game developers to release their popular games on their xbox360.
hence, probably a draw here.
graphics:
ps3 reputably runs on a cell microp, which should be much more powerful than the xbox360. but how they can utilise the full potential cannot be seen yet.
for now, probably the diff cannot be told.
ps3, by reputation, maybe a slight advantage.
release date:
xbox is out this week? next week? ps3, next spring. and if you remember how sony usually releases their new consoles (ps2, psp, etc.), you can expect ps3 to be released next spring probably only in japan. that of cse is my guess... so ppl somewhere else, can expect to get their hands on one much later than spring, maybe autumn or winter will be a better bet.
1 year later for a machine which may or may not be better?
clearly xbox360 wins this one.
piracy*:
there are so many mod chips that cater to ps1 and 2, enabling gamers to rip and burn games to play at a super low cost. there are too, for the xbox, but not as wide-spread. it is believed in some quarters that this ability boosted the sales of playstation consoles much more than it should have been, if without piracy. of cos, for the next generation of consoles, whichever the hackers and pirates can break down, the console will clearly be a better sell.
summary? i'm still torn. just sit and wait first lor...
*the blogger is against piracy and what he wrote was just an observation...
posted by winz at 9:57 AM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
Tokyo Game Show
finally... after 2 months (exactly).... when everyone has already forgotten about this, i will now blog about my visit to the tokyo game show....hehe... very slow i know.. but i am known to be a procrastinator mah...
anyway it was held in makuhari messe (or something like that), which was a bit further then where disneyland is. there were many ppl there, since it was quite a big thing...
banners lining up, doing promo for the new kof fighting game, on our way to the exhibition halls.
entrance
we of course expected a lot of cool gals games to gape at and drool over... well but i dun exactly think it was a disappointment, but it wasnt mind-blowing as well.
the first thing i saw when i enter was this...
some caucasian trying his hand at some flight(?) simulation, with a booth babe looking on.
obviously, the big names (as well as some small, unheard-of ones) set up booths there.... among them were konami, square enix, namco, tecmo, capcom, etc. well, if you are a gamer, you certainly won't wanna miss out on square enix, makers of arguably the world's best rpg series, final fantasy.
square enix booth
it was here that i queued up for more than half an hour, to try my hands on the new, yet-to-be-released Final Fantasy VII - Dirge of Cerberus. it is actually an extension to the FF7 world, but this is not an RPG - a 3rd person shooting game - and the main character this time is the vampire, Vincent. the controls werent very fantastic, the gameplay as well... i see many better games there, but i guess this will still be a good sell, since there are so many FF7 fans out there.
another booth that i visited was this ATARI one...
ATARI booth, featuring Matrix: Path of Neo
their upcoming big game is, as shown above, Matrix: Path of Neo. unlike the Matrix Reloaded (which has its own unique story), this new game starts from the beginning of Matrix 1... so you start off by having to escape from agents from your office cubicle, and you get to choose whether to take the red or blue pill... and you need to master the combat simulation and stuff as well... controls are not bad... feels quite good, and well, the story was quite good, wasnt it? it may be interesting to replay the movie as Neo himself. but i dunno how long of the story this game serves. cannot be until end of Matrix 3 rite?
anyway, for those eagled-eyes ones, you will notice that the game being featured on the big screen below the matrix poster was a driving game instead.
driving game from ATARI
they had a small challenge, where if you complete it successfully, you win a T-shirt. of course, being a keen racing gamer, i put my skills into test. in the challenge, i had to drive the car onto a ramp to fly past a few stacked barrels without knocking any of them. sounds simple right? apparantly not to everyone. well of course, i cleared the challenge, and was rewarded an ATARI T-shirt.. hehe.
there.. my prize... gal not included (darn)
well, one big hype before this game show was the supposed match-off between xbox360 and ps3. and xbox came prepared to kick some ass.
xbox360
xbox360 demo booths
xbox360 was really impressive. the games lineup was impressive as well. the graphics were awesome, but well, game mechanics, havent found anything that really blew me away... i mean, the games just look prettier, but gameplay wise, nothing new. that being said, was still very impressed by the demos, i myself tried some of the games.
ps3
ps3, on the other hand, didnt offer any hands-on demos. they did show fmv's supposedly run by ps3 console though... and the MGS4 looked really impressive (and humurous). as attached as i am to the playstation brand consoles, i may waver and seriously consider an xbox360 next... why? 2 of my favorite series, Metal Gear and Final Fantasy, will publishing with xbox360. in the past, popular games such as these are monopolised by the playstation 1 & 2... but not anymore... so not much reason for me to still stick to ps3, is there? hmm... gotta wait and see...
went over to konami's booth to take a look... and look who i saw...
guess who? the guy in the centre...
he is none other than kojima, the guy behind the whole Metal Gear series... he conceptualised, designed and produced the whole series... and how cool was that? i didnt bother to stay around to listen to his interview in japanese though... so i snapped some pics and left....
the next time i passed by this booth, i saw another person being interviewed...
who is she? i dunno.
i also dunno her name... but i saw her before. when i was visiting the psp corner of konami, they were demoing the 3D goggles for psp. the next MGA (metal gear acid) game will be 3D... so they demoed the 3D goggles showing a video of a cute jap lass in bikini strutting around, so that you can see ... err... the parts of her body which protrudes really protruding from the screen... all the curves, all 3D ;p yup, and this gal above is the very gal in the video... i guess she must be quite a well-known gravure model bah... not that i know lah. ;)
there were also demos for many other upcoming games... and among those were...
biohazard 4 (aka resident evil 4)
devil may cry 4
yeah, and i realised that within the 2 months delay in posting, the RE4 has already been launched officially... hehe. ;p
besides the games, between the 2 exhibition halls, there were also many ppl taking this chance to have a cosplay gathering... some cute, some just errr... uncute? ;p... some better to stay at home... haha... you decide.
naruto bunch
from some game... cant remember the title... but they look very cute hor? seh pose man...
a couple of Mai's from KOF
a char from a popular manga/anime... again cant rem the name... check out her cleavage the reflection... see so many ppl taking photos of her...
tifa, from FF7
all i can say here is, for every yin, there's yang. ;p.
anyway, you may have noticed that in many photos, many of the gals (and some guys) werent looking at my camera when i was taking... the reason was that like anywhere else in japan, the japanese were very organised and they actually lined up to take pictures one-by-one, and one-on-one. and if you look at some reflections off the glass, you will know that i didnt wanna line up forever for each photo. hence i stood by the side and took their photo... faster that way.
ok... that's about it for the game show...
NOT.
hehe... some of you must be impatiently wondering, "where the heck are the gals????"
but before i start, you will notice that some gals werent looking at my camera... the reason for this is different from the one regarding the cosplay bunch... here, it is the biggest camera first... gals were more interested in posing for SLR cameras than normal digital cameras held by non-pro looking photographers. my guess is that those shots taken by SLR may end up featured at some media somewhere, and so would be good for their resume/ exposure. for cameras like mine, well... only end up at crap websites such as this.
that being so, there are some gals who cant be bothered posing for small digital ones... these high-and-mighty ones, well... cant really say much about them, can i? but there are some really nice ones who pose for each camera nicely and enthusiastically, hence i awarded a Miss Gracious award.. hehe.
without further ado, here they are... (no guarantee about the quality though)...
if i were standing beside another gal with nice abs, i would cover my own too... ;p
the heartbreak gals. nice hearts at that. ;p think i prefer the orange one...
posing with a car featured in a game perhaps?
the words look like "gung ho" to me... the ones on her chest. dunno...
i think i vote her the nicest lady for the day... she was very kind to give her attention, and posed for my camera.... cute too... my personal pick for Miss Gracious award.
while you are checking out the gal, do notice the poor guy mummified as well. ;p
i didnt say that all gals were cute, did i?
another gung ho gal.... i personally pick her as Miss Kawaii... she's really cute. and nice abs too.
the gal in the ATARI booth. real nice for the photo as well.
another gal with great figure.... i wonder how they maintain... must learn also ;p
square enix gal... a little sad that this photo didnt turn up well... i vote her the Miss Booth Babe of the day... imo, she was the prettiest of the lot, not that you can see from this photo...
a gal in ancient chinese getup? cute.
the gal showing the 3D video demo that i mentioned earlier... although she dun look really cute, but she really was... and her poses are all very kawaii also...
gals from some booth which featured games that looked a little like DOA... cant remember if it was or not.
capcom gal... my Miss Graceful choice... too bad the costume dun look graceful.
sega gal...
dunno from where... but saw the exact same uniform in the more recent Tokyo Motor Show...
and finally...
there's this gal who drew a staggering number of ppl snapping away at her... from a distance, i could only see a mob of photographers and lights from flashes crowding around...
this gal must be a heck of a beauty....
or so i thought.
so, this is the gal who's arguably the most popular booth babe of the day...
must be the hat lah!!
ok... so it's pretty obvious why she's so popular... the hat being so conspicuous and all... ;p
anyway, here's 2 final pics of her that really, ermm... outlines her assets...
can i hold your hat for you, miss?? may i try on for size? ;p
posted by winz at 2:04 PM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
reading...
have began reading this yesterday, instead of for my japanese test... sigh..
nothing much interesting over here... except that h'amy's in town this week... supposed to meet up with her in thursday, but havent got any news from her yet... hmm....
i bought a plastic reed from yamaha over the weekend.... have tried it for a little while and found that it was a little soft... but, well... i shall give it further tests when i can comfortably blast without care of neighbours during the next practice...
posted by winz at 10:18 AM
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Monday, November 14, 2005
firefox?
this pic is so cute, i cant help but to put this on my blog... hehe..
this is from a site which aims to get ppl to switch from ie to firefox by listing out 13 reasons for the switch, for example...
12. More effective than throwing pies.
Switching to Firefox works better than throwing a pie in Bill Gates' face. Pies just make him more determined, but Firefox steals his mojo.
view the webbie here (via boing boing).
posted by winz at 11:11 AM
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angels of mercy
in the 19th-20th century, we have florence nightingale.... now we have japanese nurses...
if i am ever going to be hospitalised someday, can i be hospitalised in japan?? ;p
posted by winz at 9:55 AM
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Friday, November 11, 2005
kimokawaii
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
it's the 乌龙茶!!
just found a probable* cause to my headache! it's the 乌龙茶 that i bought! hehe... actually, was thinking wanna cut down on coke, so i drank that for a week as a substitution... then coincidentally, the headache came...
so what's the theory? according to some hypothesis, withdrawal from caffeine can cause headaches and migraines... let's see...
Nobody knows what role caffeine plays in migraine, because migraine has never been isolated from caffeine....
There are, however, reasons to believe caffeine withdrawal may cause some, most or all migraine: - Caffeine has been demonstrated to cause severe headache, nausea, and vomiting. Severe caffeine withdrawal fulfills the diagnostic criteria for migraine without aura.
- Caffeine use is highly prevalent.
- Primary headache including migraine has never been demonstrated to occur absent caffeine withdrawal.
There is no demonstrated example of migraine occuring when caffeine withdrawal has been excluded. In fact there is no demonstrated example of any type of primary headache occuring when caffeine withdrawal has been excluded. yup... that sounds like me alright... caffeine withdrawal... meaning that i cant quit my coke no more??? ;p from Caffeine and Migraine FAQ. * i'm highlighting the probable, cos, well, this is just some fun read for me... hehe... again thanks to all those well wishes and concerned parties, especially winter and kerrie who commented earlier on... for now, i am almost fine ;)
posted by winz at 1:37 PM
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10,000 and beyond...
thanks to all, especially frens who visits frequently, my blog has reached 10,000 hits yesterday!
ok lah, nothing very big lah... kennysia can prob hit this amount within half a day.
there have been 3713 unique visitors to my site now, and my guess is around a dozen are returned visitors... well good to know i have around a dozen good frens out there! hi! *waves*
again, no biggie lah, but will continue to write to let you guys know how i am doing...
btw, my headache is almost close to none liao... happy :)
posted by winz at 10:35 AM
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w...w...arm biz?
throughout summer, we were 'tortured' by the cool biz campaign, where temperatures indoors were set to a minimum of 28 degrees celcius... yeah, it was hot, stuffy, and hard to concentrate on your work when it's like that (not excuse ok..)
well, sure enough, the campaign paid huge dividends, as it managed to "cut demand by about 210 million kilowatt-hours, equal to 79,000 tons of Co2 in June, July and August" (bloomberg).
so now what?
following the success of cool biz (in expense of us poor civilians), the gov is now driving Warm Biz... and temperatures will be set to a maximum of 20 degrees celcius. sure, this temperature is rather comfortable when you are back in hot stuffy singapore, but when you come into office from outdoors which is 4 degrees, i think you will appreciate something warmer.
ah well, not that we have a choice. the thing the gov pushed to cope with cool biz was to wear light clothings, as opposed to the traditional suits and ties in office. similarly, they are now proposing that we wear more clothings inside office to keep ourselves warm. that of course will translate to increase in sales of the retailers.
therein lies the purpose of the bra picture above... not just for eye candy leh ;p (although i think they can easily find a better model). triumph came out with their new line of bras in line with the campaign... the bra has heat packs as paddings, so that the womanfolk can keep their love pillows warm... cool warm eh?
that's not all... i guess these bras are gonna keep a lot of guys' hands warm as well :)
posted by winz at 10:19 AM
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Stories
suddenly remembered this song... i dunno why...
here's a quiz - anyone remember who sang this song? clue: she is a mandarin singer.
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(独白）
I remember quite clearly now when this story happened
The autumn leaves were floating and measured down to the ground
Recovering the lake where we used to swim like children
On the sun would dare to shine
That time,we used to be happy
Well, I thought we were
But the truth was that you had been longing to leave me
Not daring to tell me
On that precious night watching the lake, vaguely conscious
You said: our story was ending
(Song)
Now I'm standing here
No one to wipe away my tears
No one to keep me warm
And no one to walk along with
No one to make me feel
No one to make me whole
Oh! What am I to do?
I'm standing here alone
It doesn't seem so clear to me
What am I supposed to do
About this burning heart of mine?
Oh! What am I to do?
Or how should I react?
Oh! tell me please!
(独白)
The rain was killing the last days of summer
You had been killing my last breath of love
Since a long time ago ......
I still don't think I'm gonna make it through another love story
You took it all away from me
And there I stand, I knew I was gonna be the ...
The one left behind
But still I'm watching the lake, vaguely conscious
And I knew
My life is ending
(Song)
Now I'm standing here
No one to wipe away my tears
No one to keep me warm
And no one to walk along with
No one to make me feel
No one to make me whole
Oh! What am I to do?
I'm standing here alone
It doesn't seem so clear to me
What am I supposed to do
About this burning heart of mine
Oh! What am I to do?
Or how should I react?
Oh! tell me please!
posted by winz at 4:58 PM
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
headache...
i mentioned that i have a headache in my previous post.
yup i do have one... a very weird one... it is one with a chronic dull sensation on the left side, and back of my head, with throbbing acute pain quite frequently. when it throbs, i feel pain in my throat and in my left year as well. i cant really put the feeling into words... it is something that i havent experienced before in my entire life.
anyway the headache started since last friday during work hours, and has continued till this very day still. hmmm it was kinda bad, so coupled with my big painful ulcer on my tongue, i had 2 good reasons to skip band practice on friday. didnt tell any of my frens, cos dowan to 扮可怜...
the headache has subsided quite a bit... not that acute anymore... but can still feel the dull raw-flesh-feeling on the left back of my scalp. i dunno why... maybe brain tumour? or tonsilitis? or just plain sinusitis headache?
any doctors who are reading my blog? can give some professional advice? heheh.
posted by winz at 10:57 AM
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punk'd
oh... 1 more thing... yesterday was jianrong's birthday... so
Happy Belated Birthday, JR!
anyway the guys gathered at his room last nite to celebrate his birthday...
in his room, he has a digital weighing scale that he borrowed from SN. so i tried to weigh myself in front of all the punks, which turned out to be a mistake.
sure i did know that during the first weigh, with the addition of some stray toes, i managed to register 100 kg!!?!?! crazy. of course i re-weighed myself. i was careful to check if any one was playing any tricks when i was standing on the scale... and i could have sworn that i saw no stray toes this time. to my horror, the scale read 92.4 kg. my gosh! of course at this time, all the punks are laffing their asses off.. so again, i weighed myself again, careful that no one was playing any pranks... and the same exact reading!
i was like thinking, how the hell did i gain 12 kg after just 1 or 2 weeks?? i declined the birthday cake, but in the end settled for a smaller slice - not becos of my weight issue, but becos i dun like cakes in the first place. JR offered bah kua, and i only took 2 pieces (the small round type, not the conventional big squarish ones).
i went to get a second opinion up at chin heng's room after the gathering. the scale read 80.5 kg. ok... thank goodness... i lost half a kg instead.
i walked back to JR's room and happily informed him of the second, and definitely more accurate, opinion. he said that just now ppl playing prank lah... though i didnt get to see.. dunno why.. they damn shen. i weighed myself at the same scale again, and sure enuff, this time, it read 81 kg. ok so same weight after all. darn it... got punk'd.
since i didnt gain any weight, i happily helped myself to more bah kuas. hehe.
posted by winz at 10:44 AM
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とりとめのない...
it has been a long time since i wrote anything other than news and trips... well, besides the short post on the shifting of house yesterday, it has also been some time since the last time i blogged... have i lost the will to do so?
not really.
well, if you read the first few posts of mine, i did state that i wasnt sure when this blog will end, when i will finally lose all interest in this, when my laziness will take over. not that all these doubts have gone... but i continue to do so for my frens who take their time to read this, to see how i am doing in japan...
for you, my friends. thank you.
anyway, before it starts getting cheesy, let's just move on. the reason why i am blogging less often than before is due to me getting busier. on the work front, there's this project that i am still getting nowhere that needs to be done by end of this month; on the jap front, i have JLPT that i need to study for, which i havent done much yet (yah, it's so me). i would probably gauge it to be around 25% of the syllabus studied? i hope that wont be too much of an over-estimate. sigh.
those who know me know that i am a great procrastinator. even though i have work like these to do, i will still over-relax and end up not doing any. and you will also know that even though i dun do anything much, when i have to, i will lose all drive to do anything else... also when i have to do real work or study, i will have a foul temper (that's why i dun, you see ;p)... hence the lack of blogging... hence the reduced msn chats... hence the early sleep.... hence the headaches??...
well... that's one major flaw of mine, for all to see.. hehe...
when i was young, i used to wonder to myself - when will i ever start becoming hardworking, start to have a real aim to work for? when will i lose interest in games totally? (used to think that all humans will grow out of gaming, which i used to think it was only for kids.) i am beginning to wonder if it is not a sure part of the life cycle in which all humans have to go through, rather it is something that differs with each and every individual.
what have i achieved in the past 26 years of my life? practically nothing of note. i used to think also that a good education should at least do me some good. well, i found out that education can only get you so far - the other distance you gotta pitch hardwork and attitude in. something which i sorely lack.
i need to work seriously.
i need to study for JLPT.
sigh~~~
anyway ramblings aside, last week, i had 1 holiday (as compared to you singaporeans who had 2 ;p)... and i spent the whole day with my jap teacher from singapore, Gima-sensei, touring around Odaiba, Roppongi, and then Yokohama. although it burnt my holiday, it was great seeing him after so long... he has been so kind to us during our short course in bunka language school back in singapore. anyway, he is still single and available... any gals wanna get to know him? hahaha...
i watched SAW2 finally, rushed to watch it so that i could have bragging rights over you singaporeans who still havent... haha.. one of the rare times... it started out great, but somehow the gore stopped there and then... and the addition of an aXXXX (censored so you guys who havent watch it wont kenna spoiler), to me, is a major let-down. but otherwise still an entertaining show. the original SAW was much better lah...
then on saturday, finally got the time to slack. heh. and sunday, went to the tokyo motor show, which wasnt very fascinating less 2 or 3 interesting concept cars by nissan and toyota. also got to see big name cars like metarazzi, those that i have heard of, but have never seen/ touched. real cool. but i think out of all those exhibited, my fav car would be the new mini... really look damn cool... too bad no money to buy.. hehe. after the exhibition, went to the nearby factory outlets and bought myself a cap (finally), and a new jacket for the upcoming cold season. and then got stood up for 3 hours. sigh.
this week, nothing exciting planned... well i do have sectionals planned on sunday... still thinking if i wanna give that a miss or not... hmmm...
but 2 things i know i gotta get started on....
i need to start working seriously.
i need to start studying for JLPT.
until next month, frens, do forgive my mood swings and lack of commitment to this blog or any other things.
posted by winz at 10:09 AM
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Monday, November 07, 2005
moved. 搬家了。 引っ越した。
just received an email from dad, and it seems that my family has moved already.
i knew they were going to, but didnt know exactly when... now all of sudden, got the news, so was quite surprised.
cant help but feel kinda sad... leaving the house in which we stayed for the past 5 years... so much memories... sigh... but cant be helped lah...
we now stay in kampong liao... too poor bo pian... hehe...
frens, pls do update your address book, my new addy! wont post it here, but will prob send a mass email soon! if you dun get it, do email me for my snail mail addy if you need it!
bye sunshine... sobsob... hi kampong...
posted by winz at 3:44 PM
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
strange...
strange twist to the phrase "the way to the man's heart is through his stomach"...
in a story run by MDN, a wife got murdered by her husband because the husband wasnt pleased with the food that she prepared!!... poor her..
remember gals, preparing good food for your men is important!!
posted by winz at 10:35 AM
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
greetings...
first of all,
HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL!!
secondly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YASU!!
wonder if he'll see this... hmmm...
posted by winz at 10:16 AM
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