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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
とりとめのない...
it has been a long time since i wrote anything other than news and trips... well, besides the short post on the shifting of house yesterday, it has also been some time since the last time i blogged... have i lost the will to do so?
not really.
well, if you read the first few posts of mine, i did state that i wasnt sure when this blog will end, when i will finally lose all interest in this, when my laziness will take over. not that all these doubts have gone... but i continue to do so for my frens who take their time to read this, to see how i am doing in japan...
for you, my friends. thank you.
anyway, before it starts getting cheesy, let's just move on. the reason why i am blogging less often than before is due to me getting busier. on the work front, there's this project that i am still getting nowhere that needs to be done by end of this month; on the jap front, i have JLPT that i need to study for, which i havent done much yet (yah, it's so me). i would probably gauge it to be around 25% of the syllabus studied? i hope that wont be too much of an over-estimate. sigh.
those who know me know that i am a great procrastinator. even though i have work like these to do, i will still over-relax and end up not doing any. and you will also know that even though i dun do anything much, when i have to, i will lose all drive to do anything else... also when i have to do real work or study, i will have a foul temper (that's why i dun, you see ;p)... hence the lack of blogging... hence the reduced msn chats... hence the early sleep.... hence the headaches??...
well... that's one major flaw of mine, for all to see.. hehe...
when i was young, i used to wonder to myself - when will i ever start becoming hardworking, start to have a real aim to work for? when will i lose interest in games totally? (used to think that all humans will grow out of gaming, which i used to think it was only for kids.) i am beginning to wonder if it is not a sure part of the life cycle in which all humans have to go through, rather it is something that differs with each and every individual.
what have i achieved in the past 26 years of my life? practically nothing of note. i used to think also that a good education should at least do me some good. well, i found out that education can only get you so far - the other distance you gotta pitch hardwork and attitude in. something which i sorely lack.
i need to work seriously.
i need to study for JLPT.
sigh~~~
anyway ramblings aside, last week, i had 1 holiday (as compared to you singaporeans who had 2 ;p)... and i spent the whole day with my jap teacher from singapore, Gima-sensei, touring around Odaiba, Roppongi, and then Yokohama. although it burnt my holiday, it was great seeing him after so long... he has been so kind to us during our short course in bunka language school back in singapore. anyway, he is still single and available... any gals wanna get to know him? hahaha...
i watched SAW2 finally, rushed to watch it so that i could have bragging rights over you singaporeans who still havent... haha.. one of the rare times... it started out great, but somehow the gore stopped there and then... and the addition of an aXXXX (censored so you guys who havent watch it wont kenna spoiler), to me, is a major let-down. but otherwise still an entertaining show. the original SAW was much better lah...
then on saturday, finally got the time to slack. heh. and sunday, went to the tokyo motor show, which wasnt very fascinating less 2 or 3 interesting concept cars by nissan and toyota. also got to see big name cars like metarazzi, those that i have heard of, but have never seen/ touched. real cool. but i think out of all those exhibited, my fav car would be the new mini... really look damn cool... too bad no money to buy.. hehe. after the exhibition, went to the nearby factory outlets and bought myself a cap (finally), and a new jacket for the upcoming cold season. and then got stood up for 3 hours. sigh.
this week, nothing exciting planned... well i do have sectionals planned on sunday... still thinking if i wanna give that a miss or not... hmmm...
but 2 things i know i gotta get started on....
i need to start working seriously.
i need to start studying for JLPT.
until next month, frens, do forgive my mood swings and lack of commitment to this blog or any other things.
posted by winz at 10:09 AM
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